Feeling....

I am feeling a little lost today. I am not sure why.

Feeling just weird. I have been reading my bible and listening to sermons. Things that apply to me  right now. But somehow today, something is not getting through as it should be and I do not like it!

There are some people standing behind my desk talking and I just want to turn around and scream for them to move and stop talking! Usually I could careless about other people talking, but they are too close. Move away!

I think I need debate or conversation. In my journey, I am reading and listening to sermons but I need others in my learning and getting back on track. I need to get back into church. But I am in that stupid phase where I am like "why do I have to go to a seventh day Adventist church?" "Why can't I just go to a church that worships God and follows the bible without having to say, I am a a baptist, or I am this, or I am that" That's annoying. I visited a church with family when I was in Columbus, Ohio. I loved it. No denomination, come as you are, and just praising and worshipping the Lord. I have yet to find that type of church where I live. Yes, that is why I feel lost. I need my church. UUggghhh....I do not like this feeling at all.... I need fellowship!

Until next time..... (don't feel like writing anymore!)