People can really get on my nerves! You know usually when I can't sleep, I start talking to God. Some nights, He will allow me to fall asleep in the middle of talking to Him. The other night I was not so fortunate. I tossed and turned a little and then, I guess it was towards morning, had 3 different scenarios. 1. There was this handsome guy. (Who wouldn't like that?). Seemed like I was being conflicted. I sensed he was nice but I was worried about the feelings of someone else....
2. I was shopping with this lady. She had alot of money. I guess she was a millionaire. Whenever she would purchase something, she had a ledger that the information would go into. Now the lady wouldn't put the information in the ledger. She always had the clerk do it. So she purchased something and indicated that the clerk was supposed to write it in the ledger. There was some confusion somewhere, because I was the one who ended up explaining to the clerk how to input the information into the ledger.
3. I was watching someone running through people's yards. (Sometimes I felt like I was supposed to run from that person...or at least I was hiding from them) Then it changed to some guys who hijacked a truck. The truck contained some animal and all I could hear/see was someone say 'Filet" and then proceed to cut a chunk of meat from the animal and throw it into a frying pan. Oh my, oh my.....
I woke up late because of this and I woke up feeling sooooo off! All of it was weird and I couldn't understand any of it.
Anyway, back to people. I don't know why it is some people seem to make it their mission to bother other people without reason. I've spoke about a particular female before who tried numerous times to get me in trouble. She succeeded in turning others against me that don't even talk to me. But not all people are interested in hearing both sides of a story. Especially those who love to gossip! She calmed down for a minute. Then tried to get me in trouble with my new boss. Who didn't take sides and didn't automatically get on my case just because she said so. He was civil enough to see both sides and try to help come to an agreement. It just so happens the agreement was for what I had suggested to her from the beginning. OH she didn't like that. So she calmed down for a while. She started being all nice and fake. (I know her routine now). Then of course, here she comes again. She never does things on her own. She tries to round up troops before she swoops in for the kill. I try my hardest not to get made about it anymore. It's hard to, but I just pray I have a better boss this time around. I do nothing to this lady to invoke anything she tries to do to me. I don't talk to her so she doesn't know anything about my personal life. When she tries to talk, I am polite and listen and do not agree or put myself in any situation where she can go back and say...well she said.....What makes it worse, when no one is listening, she will tell me how good of a job I am doing and that I am keeping her on track with her own work! So why she's so against me, I do not know.
I haven't tried praying for her. Maybe I should do that. I just wish she let go of whatever it is she has against me and leave me ALONE!
I wish I had more time to write like I used to. I wish I had more time to do so many other things like I used to.....I wish...I wish....I wish......
Until next time......
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